Thoughts

I think I’ve decided to move to wordpress. The interface is really nice and it seems relatively more user friendly. I like the template I chose! Ok there’s only so many that I can choose from, but I think it’s really pretty! The picture at the top is one that I took when I went on the Great Ocean Road trip back in February.

 February.

 That was so long ago. I can’t believe how fast time has passed. It’s like going through the motions every day and just waiting for time to pass. It’s quite funny.. I’ve been living each day waiting for the next meal to come. It sounds very piggy, but it’s nicer than thinking about which muscles the median nerve innervates or the pathway of the femoral nerve or things like that.

 Was talking to Eunice online yesterday. It’s really bizarre knowing that your younger sibling is already in uni. It just makes 20 sound so much older than it actually is. Like when she entered JC, I was just like “oh, ok she’s in jc!” then I came to Australia and she was still at home, working, lazing around, which is what she does best :) Then on Monday she flew to the UK and it just seems so surreal. It was nice skyping with her though. I was talking to her for a good hour or so. Even way past dinner time, and her breakfast time. I was cooking porridge and she was eating mooncake. It’s really disgusting, she finished the whole mooncake for breakfast. I miss her though.

The 1 week break has been very fun thus far. I went on a road trip to the Grampians with kw, shu, xf, chai, zx, zx’s sis and armaan. Hiking really rocks and we took heaps of great photos. The scenery was absolutely gorgeous. :) It helped me take my mind off things for a while.

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. It’s just that suddenly a lot of things have started to crop up in my life and I’m starting to feel a little over my head. I went for care group on thursday and I felt that what was being taught that night seemed particularly relevant to me. It was about waiting. God knows I’ve been waiting for something, I don’t know what, but something. That doesn’t make much sense, but what Ivy said was that when you ask God a question, He will have 1 of 3 answers for you: yes, no or wait. There’s never a maybe. The question asked was whether you have that faith to trust in Him or whether you want to take charge of your own life, or whether you would do something to make the outcome suit you?

Waiting is so frustrating. I don’t mean instances where you wait for the bus, wait for friends, wait for eggs to finish cooking (this morning i was too hungry so I ended up eating mushy eggs for breakfast. ew.).. I’m talking about instances where you don’t know the outcome. And there seems to be millions of different signs given to you, but all you can do is wait. It’s a comfort to know that I am in good hands, and I know that whatever the outcome, I will not be disappointed, it would not be detrimental to me in any way.

So wait, with the faith that good things are coming.